Wow

Wow it what I say when there are no words. Really not much to say I've decided to come to grips with the Diabetes It has been a year and a couple months. So time to move on I say this only after a pain staking couple of days. How do you measure your inability to control this completely uncontrollable disease. Well 2 days ago I had a fabulous lunch with my daughter went to a seriously stupid movie. I feel I am pretty good at counting carbs and getting my dosage right. Half way through the movie I'm feeling a little weird so I check my sugars. Ok so ya you feel a little weird when they are 585! Weird might be an understatement of the decade more like crazy sick. So my daughter had to get to work anyway so I say let's go, now I'm dry heaving. So let me tell you what I had for lunch that would do that, let's say if my sight wasn't in correctly (ok I might have been on the phone when placing it) anyway, I had a chicken salad sandwich on wheat bread with maybe 4 french fries I figured about 50 carbs, I knew I wasn't going to hit a low in the movie. Ok so change the sight give myself several injections of insulin while throwing up. 4am hit bottom 38 that's fun wake up in a cold sweat panic know I have to get out of bed and find sugar. Crazy how one minute you can't even have a simple sandwich at lunch the next your clearing the kitchen for any and all sugar. So does it sound like I've come to terms? Maybe Si Maybe No! But this is my life and I must move forward. It's been awhile since I blogged it's time to start again so much to say so little time.